Saturday, October 31, 2009

Watching lightning

The winter season is most definitely upon us here in Lebanon!! :) It is starting to get cold and I am loving it!! It rains off and on everyday now and there is LOTS of lightning!! It is my new favorite thing! Since we are right on the ocean you get a great view! The lightning lights up the whole sky like I have never seen it before! It is so beautiful!! Just thought I'd let you all know that!! :)

It started to thunder really loud tonight also! Haha good thing its not Halloween here otherwise I might have freaked out!! ;) Funny story...Halloween here is December 4th...interesting right? I can't remember the story right now, but when I learn it i'll tell you why...has to do with a saint. Anywho!!

Hope you all are enjoying your Halloween! And Carly and Sonia, I hope you enjoyed being me for Halloween this year...I am assuming that was the best suggestion you got from anyone! (they were in need of a costume idea....I thought it was a great one!) :)

Trick or Treat!!!!! (which by the way...should that be a question? hmm)

Sasha

Friday, October 30, 2009

Speak Softly and Carry a Big Stick...

Teddy Roosevelt's famous quote "Speak softly and carry a big stick" still has a shocking amount of relevance to today's US foreign policy. And I do mean 'TODAY' not just the Bush Administration days. The more I see Afghanistan debated in the news I start to wonder, what would happen if we would have spoken a little louder and carried a smaller stick? We made a mistake in Afghanistan in the 1980s after the Soviets left Afghanistan and so did we...without aid to restructure, rebuild or develop the country. Instead we left it in dust and rubble for the future Taliban under Osama Bin Laden's "wisdom" to sweep it up and into a terrorist hotbed. Everyone is cognizant of this mistake, yet we never seem to learn.

An interview with Brian Williams on the Huffington Post website is quite telling about how we haven't learned our lesson. He describes Afghanistan as being "tighter and more militant and militarized"...this quote scares me. An unstable, under developed country, on the border of a country with nuclear capabilities, on the other border of a country trying to obtain nuclear capabilities and we just sent thousands more of our men and women in uniform into the middle of this hot bed along with millions of dollars of military machinery, all to try to 'stabilize' the country. Call me silly but what if the Obama administration had looked at our looming war debt, the mistakes we made in Iraq, the vow to fight the war on the "right" front and instead of creating a more militarized hotbed invested in infrastructure, education and government reform in Afghanistan instead? These are all the things we DIDN'T do in the 1980s so OF COURSE it makes sense not to do them now....right? Hmmm

I am obviously no expert and respect the experts who are making our decisions because they have intel and data we don't. BUT I would challenge (if the Obama Admin ever actually saw this) our administration to put downsize the big stick and use some of the money it'd save on helping to develop Afghanistan into a productive member of the global society. One that can defend its own borders, one that wouldn't be susceptible to terrorist control because it would have a healthy, educated population who can stand up and say no to the Islamic Fundamentalists who try to take control. This I think would make a much stronger region. Especially when you take into account the median and mean age of Afghanistan's population in men and women is a mere 17.5 years old!!!! 17 years old!!!!!!!!! That is a lot of young, uneducated people who are susceptible to any dictatorship that promises them a better life....

Read the interview yourself and see what you think:

In other news, its finally cool and rainy here! YAY! It practically flash flooded earlier!! I miss Bham! :) ANNDD Rumor has it, President Clinton is coming to my university!!! My professor just kind of dropped it into conversation during our class today! I forgot to ask him for details but you can bet if it is true I am demanding face time with our former President!! As one of the few American students I feel like I should get to meet him!! :) I'll keep you posted!

Much love,

Sasha

Thursday, October 29, 2009

"Keeping up with the Joneses: the Re Development of the US"

First things first: FINALLY it is cooling down here!!! Apparently this heat is abnormal...but of course it would be the hottest fall people can remember when I come to town!! Last night we went to bed pleasantly with out neither a fan nor the AC!! YAAY! Now I am sitting outside on our balcony beginning my first response paper on what development is and about to create my very own definition....ahh the power....and I am not dying of heat! It is great!! Its sunny with a nice breeze! PERFECT!! Anywho, enough about the weather, I hate small talk!!

Remember a long long time ago when I blogged about the students attitudes about the West and how I said I just want to tell them to stop blaming the US and start improving their country from within? No? Its ok I remember. Anyway! I finally said something in class discussion yesterday!! It was SO fun for me! My professor got a kick out of it I think. There is a kid in my class who I think is a great person outside of class but is one of those guys who thinks he knows everything in class and has really radical views (anarchist, athiest, the works) and has to contradict everything anyone says....yea hes that guy. Anyway he was blaming really stupid things on the US and so I started off with asking, "and which country set up your government the way it is now? (he was complaining that its all a product of US imperialism)" and he of course said "the French" (cus they were the colonizing country here) and I said "right. So, why is it the US's fault your country is underdeveloped? wait, dont answer that yet, is it not at all possible for you and others in this country to use political participation to change things here? Is it not possible for you and other citizens to not demand the government build new roads and figure out the electricty problem here? Is that not at all possible? Is the US controlling your ability to speak? Get up and DO SOMETHING if you think your government isn't developing/improving Lebanon the way you think it should be!! It is NOT the US's fault you are underdeveloped! Even with all the sneaky politiking we do around the world, even if we did have a hand in the corruption of who is in power, THE PEOPLE HERE VOTED AND THE PEOPLE IN POWER WON!! Do like Palestine and hold elections w/o interference and elect the people you want! See, the elected "terrorists" by US definition! DO SOMETHING" Anywho, I got really worked up if you can tell by the caps lock! :) It was fun!! And he, sort of shut up after that...but of course not really! :)

I get really sick of the West being blamed for everything, but I know we have done alot in the world to get us that reputation. It just seems sometimes EVERYTHING is blamed on us. I guess that is why something my friend Emily in India said is so true. In regards to the question "what it means to be American" she answered that it means to have great responsibility. And I think that is so true. As a nation we have a great responsibility to lead by example and to do good in the world where we can and face critics humbly when we dont. As people we have a great responsibility of representing the good of our country and passing that along to people who don't see it, but also recognize where our country has failed both us as citizens and the world a the only remaining super power. And the latter is sometimes very hard to do...but I try.

Something actually that has really interested me since I have been here is the idea of the declining state of power the US is in now. And a topic that keeps coming into my head for a paper or an article or something (which of course i cant write for classes here cus we focus on the Middle East, but maybe one day) is "Keeping up with the Joneses: the Re Development of the United States." It seems that in the US we are recognizing that we have hit our peak and are declining in power in relation to the other rising actors such as China, Japan and the EU. But as I was thinking about my time on the HECB and all the reports we saw comparing us to the rest of the world in education, and as I was talking/arguing with Kael the other night about Socialized medicine and the current healthcare debate taking place in our country, I have decided that we try so hard to find the aspects in other countries that are working well for them and try to replicate it in the US but we don't want to restructure our system to be able to do it properly, which leaves us mimicking policies of the EU and others without the systematic backbone. Does that make sense? Let me flesh out my ideas. In education policy we are told that we are lacking, this I believe is very true, especially after seeing what my 15 year old cousin is expected to know at his grade level that we were no where close to learning until high school. BUT the way in which people prove this is actually somewhat deceiving. My auntie Lynn if she is reading this will remember a conversation she and a friend of hers and I had in MN about this. When we are compared to other countries standardized test scores it is somewhat misleading. For instance, the French system of education (which is the same/similar in all of its former colonies including Lebanon) is that students are tested in 9th grade and if they dont pass this test they dont go onto high school, and the ones who do are placed in the level of high school that they test into. SO when we see our test scores which is a number that includes ALL of our students compared to the test scores of the French lets say it is decieving because the French students test results are the results of the best of the best of their students who went to high school. Does that make sense? So unless we want to really re structure how we offer education (which I believe we should) its misleading to compare our standards with others in Europe. But something should be done in Education and we should have the guts to re wire the way we do things to make that happen. Actually I read an article where I think it was Zimbabwe I cant remember tho, during a major economic crisis (hmmm arent we in one of those now?) made a huge shift in investment into education and preventative healthcare because those are areas that will help re build economies within a generation (better education=more skilled workers, better health of its people = better life expectancy). NOW if Zimbabwe of all places can do that, why aren't we? I was on the HECB during the economic "crash" last year and we were cutting education spending like crazy, even WITH the stimulus bill. It doesn't make sense.

Lets try not to get me started on healthcare but another problem is that we are trying to create a socialized system for healthcare without the proper tax set up to fund it, just because other people/states are doing it.

We SHOULD be making these social changes, we SHOULD provide better healthcare for our citizens, we SHOULD have a better education system, we SHOULD prioritize these things before spending billions and billions on war and violence BUT we need to figure out a way to do these things in an American context that works within our system...we shouldn't just do it because the Joneses are doing it. Does that make sense? I really think there is a huge need in the US to "re-develop" if you will. We led the world in industry, agriculture, military for a very long time, and still do for the most part. But we began failing our citizens a long time ago. The amount of poverty in the US is scary. The amount of violence against women, children and the violence amongst gangs is rising. Sometimes in our development class, the terms that we all use to describe a "developed" country would not describe the US. We are vastly in debt. We have two major "conflicts" (apparently they are not "wars" they are conflicts, I learned from a military friend of mine...whatever) on our hands in the Middle East, and judging by what I read in the news, I wouldn't be surprised it if flows into Pakistan soon. There are a lot of things we need to change in the US. I think thats why a lot of people voted for Obama because the saw the word "change" in his campaign...but we really need to talk about what that change should look like. Because remember "change" is not synonymous with "development"...it does not indicate a forward movement. You can change in any direction. the US needs to move forward. We need to take a deep hard look at ourselves and make systematic changes that are going to be really hard to do but will be vital if we don't want to "change" in a backward motion and find ourselves "underdeveloped" very soon.

Ok, this is a really long post, sorry for rambling. I had to get my thoughts down and I am terrible at keeping a journal. I really think the US is in a fundamental state of emergency I guess you could say. We need to do something. We need to follow the example of countries that have risen up from nothing and are now huge power players, but not copy them, unless we want to re structure our system. We cannot institute copy cat policies anymore without the systematic backbone like a new income source to pay for this huge healthcare bill that is going through Congress for example. We need to invest in Education so our citizenry is educated and inventing and leading again. I am going to go work on my development papers now...and examine how the Middle East needs to develop. Hope I didn't bore you...

Much love,

Sash

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Eventful uneventful day...

Today was pretty mellow...well except for all the stuff that happened! Let me tell you: The day started off pretty lax...Elie and I just ate some breakfast and woke up rather slowly, then studied a bit (arent we so studious). Hani brought home falafal (FINALLY!! I Love falafal) for lunch, which was the first time I've had it this trip. And it was delicious! This counts as one of the "events" of the day by the way! :) Then after lunch we watched the 2nd half of Harry Potter 5 which was SOO exciting that it was on tv! Its probably may favorite HP movie! :) THEN oh boy THEN I attempted to play soccer. This was fun. So, we worked on a little "technique" if you will for awhile, I wasn't THAT bad to be honest! :) But then we started to play a little 2 on 2 game and shortly into it, Zouzou, who is on my own team, I guess was attempting to pass the ball to me, I am not sure, and he kicked the ball full speed right into my left ovary! I swear! It was so painful! AND Funniest part is it all happened in slow motion! haha I like watched the ball and thought "if this was a movie it'd be in slow motion and I'd be saying 'NOOOO' in a really low slow voice.....huh. OUCH". BUT I did not take "recoup" time and just ran after him, this was another mistake that led me to rolling my ankle...nothing serious but slightly painful! haha Good times. Thats when I decided to come up stairs and leave soccer for another day.

Tonight was kids night out here. Hani and I (well and Zouzou technically since hes not a kid but still came along) took Nicole, Elie and one of their friends to Burger King for dinner. They were so excited it was so cute! We've had this planned for a week and like a little child Elie (who btw is 15...all of them are but we all say 'kid(s)' in regards to them) promptly reminded me this morning that "we're going to Burger King tonight!!" It was fun! Actually, funny story, if we Americans were looking to get fat faster, we should institute this policy in our McDonalds and Burger Kings...DELIVERY!! Thats right, McDonalds and Burger King deliver here! hahaha wow.

ANYWAY! The day of uneventful events continues....Hani and I are staying home tonight (sound uneventful? It is but knowing me and my fam something eventful will happen). Hope all is well back home!!

Much love,

Sasha

PS. Here is an article I found the other night after talking to my grandma that I thought was really touching and really made me think about all the women in my life and how much has changed for women in the last few decades and how much is still left to future generations to continue to work towards! Read it if you'd like, its a good one I think! http://www.cnn.com/2009/US/10/21/rollins.american.women/index.html


Thursday, October 15, 2009

Interesting Articles

Please read these if you are bored and feel like catching up on some interesting news:

Why I love Joe Biden and always have...this is a great article by one of my favorite journalist (all be it sometimes over the top and has kind of an annoying voice, still a brilliant woman and a role model for the journalist that is still somewhere deep inside me):

For a great review of what everyone thinks about this Obama Nobel Peace Price issue go to this link, they interviewed a bunch of people from all over the world and on both sides of "the aisle" in the US, former Nobel winners and more...its really interesting to see what people thought in the hours after the decision to give President Obama the Nobel Peace Prize last week...a controversial decision at that....Well ok I can't find the link to what the Huffington Post had the first day, but here is the link to a ton of articles for and against his winning the big prize...

I don't mean for this to be a "Bash on Obama" post, I voted for him and believe in him too...I just LOVE HILLARY CLINTON...so I thought I'd post this article too! :)

Ok thats enough for today!! :)

Much Love,

Sasha

Another day

Hey!

Life over here is still trucking along! Tomorrow I have my Friday class on Democracy and Civil Society for the first time! I am excited since that is something Im definitely interested in! AND bonus, the kids in my classes that did their undergrads here say he's the best prof!! EXCITING!!!

The weather here is starting to change...slowly. It is still hot at night, but not AS hot. Its nice enough that you don't have to wake up TOO early to have cool weather or wait until THAT late for cool weather. I went running finally for the first time since I hurt my knee really bad this summer. It was so nice! The weather was just perfect for a run, not too hot not too cold! Whats definitely noticeable about the weather here though is the sky. Its not necessarily overcast with clouds, jut humidity. Its strange. Its not the bright blue like at summer. Guess thats their sign of fall. Now that I am definitely comforatable here at home, and now getting used to the routine at school I am making myself a get up/go to bed/work out routine to make sure I am fitting enough in my day...haha. I still have the tendency to sleep in a lot.....ie today I woke up on my own at 10:30 and I was impressed how early I was up...woops!

In other news! I went to the Embassy yesterday and registered to let them know I am here. The US Embassy is quite a place, we are quite an intimidating country. Like, even as a citizen, with no intentions of doing anything wrong, I was terrified and intimidated being in the complex. Although, when I am Secretary of State one day I'll own the place so I guess I should get used to American fortresses being scary for outsiders! Anywho did that, I was hoping (of course, its me) to get a peak at someone, anyone important but I just saw a lot of army guys...oh well. Then Hani and I made a quick stop at my dads sister who lives in Beirut then met with a friend of my dad's who works in politics here. He and my dad have been friends since they were kids, my dad likes to call him his "Carly" (Carly and I have been friends since my birth...yea literally and my dad likes to make comparisons to his friends based on how long i've known someone/how close I am with them...for instance someone he is still close to now but met them in school he says they are his "Mara" haha anyway). He works for the political party my dad belongs to and is good friends with the leader, Samir GeaGea. Dr. GeaGea's wife is one of the only 6 women in Parliament here and is going to MAYBE arrange a meeting for me with her to interview her for my thesis/or any paper I need to write in the next year! :) I am REALLY excited and hope it works out! She is really an incredible lady who kept her husband's party alive while he was jailed by the Syrians for like 10-15 years before being released int 2005. Anyway! I'd really actually like to meet with all 6 women, but thats a really high bar...but you know me, dream big or go home! One of the other women in power is the sister of the late Prime Minister Rafik Hariri. And yes, I hope you have noticed a trend...its no coincidence...all 6 of the women in parliament here are the wives, sisters, cousins or mothers of powerful men who are in politics in a different sector or who have been assassinated and the women in their lives are carrying on their name.
This is actually an issue discussed a lot because while Lebanon is usually scene as more progressive than other countries in the Arab world, there are still only 6 women in Parliament and like I said they are all relatives of powerful men, so are they really independent. This may be one of my paper topics, or at least part of a case study...because I find it really interesting. Especially because I am really interested in the Security Council Resolution 1325 that calls for more participation of women at decision making levels.

Anywho enough about politics! :) All is well here! I am being eaten alive by mosquitos...still!!!!!! When will they realize I am not going anywhere??! I am the ONLY one who gets bit like this, its sick.

Hope all is well back home! Miss you all!

Much love,

Sash

Monday, October 12, 2009

Being the "Other"

Hey all!
So going to school in a foreign country is really interesting. I mean it is interesting doing a lot of things in a foreign country because when you become the "other" there is a lot to learn. Let me explain...in class yesterday we were obviously talking about development and we got into traditionalism and why the word "tradition" is typically synonymous with backward (in regard to Western standards) and the students in my class used "us" a lot in referring to the 3rd world and Lebanon and "them" in referring to the US and other "Western" nations. This I found really interesting, for one because all the sudden I was the sole Representative of the West in the room and also the representative of murder and impossible standards (in their eyes)...which isn't exactly the representation you want :). This is something that is so fun and interesting for me to be a part of because I get to see just how people view us here in the ME (for future reference I use ME for Middle East).

And there are also interesting contradictions...for instance they see the US as the most developed country, the most supreme la la la, but there are many people IN THE US who argue our status is falling, our declining economy and failure to keep up with education standards around the world are bringing our status down. Within our class for instance one of the girls listed what creditials she believed made a country truly developed and the US met none of those in reality, and I pointed this out to her saying "then the US isn't a developed country?" and she was like "no no the US is the most developed!" and I said, "yea in reality probably, but according to your standards its not at all...so which is it? Thats the question a lot of people are asking, if the US really is the most developed country and if it isnt, who is?". SO that is very interesting to me....the woes of being the most powerful country??

These debates make me appreciate our country a lot more. I am sure there would be a lot of people who would be in my shoes and would become anti American or realize how terrible we are. While I recognize our countries policy flaws, I still appreciate all that it has to offer us and to those around the world if they took responsibilities for their actions too. Which brings me to my next point...what is REALLY interesting is how the students blame the US a lot for "holding the 3rd world down" or making standards for the rest of the world that are purely "western" and what I had to say to that is "ok. you are right. We do sketchy things to remain in power" BUT when do you stop blaming the US and start taking accountability for your own leaders? For instance, here in Lebanon the roads are awful and the electricity goes out all the time...these are national matters that are keeping Lebanon in "3rd world status" (which I put in quotes because I HATE using the terminology 1st, 2nd and 3rd world since those are outdated terms used in the Cold War...but that is how they classify themselves so there you go)...anyway, these issues within Lebanons boarders are not the fault of the US. In fact the US gave Lebanon money to help rebuild after the war...so it is interesting. The other point when they discuss these standards the US imposes on the 3rd world about being backward if you will a lot of times are actually coming from the UN! WHICH countries of the 3rd world have to consent to by signing on to resolutions....so....are they really American ideals? No, they are standards for better living for everyone, agreed upon by the UN...such as the Millennium Development Goals to eradicate extreme poverty, achieve gender equality, improve education by ensuring all people get through basic primary education, things like that. Now, dont get me wrong, its not like all of the students here are Anti-American, and even of the 7 of us I would really only say the 1 guy is actually Anti-American, but the others I think just argue these points academically, which I respect.


I could go on and on for hours! :) I just think it is SOO interesting studying with people who see us so differently than we see ourselves. I think it is such a great opportunity for me to be critical of the country I love so much but also use that critique not to bash the US but rather develop goals and initiatives the US could have to achieve better standing in the world....then maybe one day when I am President I'll have the ability to lead the US with a better world view!! ;) BUT REALLY...I am shotting for a Nobel Peace Prize here...I mean Obama got one!! ;) OK LOW BLOW sorry! :) THAT my friends is a great debate! I wont get into it here!! haha I already started a ruckus on my facebook once!! :)


I should go eat then go to class! I will update again soon! I so admire my cousin Stacy's ability to update her blog everyday! Stacy, you are my hero!! :) I have been bad at updating!!!


Much love,


Sasha